Moments I Remembered
And the Moments I Forgot
“The Moments I Remembered I Was Depressed,"
When I drove to pick you up from the airport and had a panic attack, so you had to drive us home anyway
When I cried in the bathroom for my whole 50-minute class period
When I wasn’t thankful for anything this year at the dinner table
When I wished my own test results would come back positive
When I dropped out of school
When I was angry at you, rather than happy, for finding someone that loved you
When you touched my thigh without me wanting you to
When I stopped taking the pills 'cause what’s the point anyway?
When I wish I had enough money to go back to my therapist
"And the Moments I Forgot”
When I got wine drunk with my childhood friends and danced to electronic dance music all night long
When I saw my best friend in her wedding dress for the first time
When I got stoned and had a conversation with my dog in a Russian accent
When I do face masks at sleepovers with my best friends
When my first story got published
When I was able to keep a job for more than three months
When I talk to a person I like, and Bon Iver starts to play in my head
When you and I laid a blanket out at the park and looked at the stars until the sprinklers came on
When you first kissed me in the elevator at school
When the boy in the elevator asked for my number because he thought I was pretty
When I was no longer too anxious to drive my own car
About the Creator
Marla Haygood
Hi readers! I'm a student in Texas that loves to write short stories, dabble in poetry and bring awareness to mental health issues among teens and young adults.
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