Missing You

I remember it like it was yesterday

The day I met you

The day I met you

I knew my dreams had finally come true

Never have I met someone as kind hearted as you

I remember holding your hand

I remember our bare feet in the sand

I remember the hope

That my search was finally over

I was hoping that we could grow older

Forever in my life

I wanted you to be

But little did I know

I'd soon have to let you go

It wasn't nothing I did

It wasn't nothing you said

I will never loose the memory of you

That's locked inside my head

Sitting at home

On a lonely August night

I received the call

That would forever change my life

God came that day

He choose you

He took you away

Far far away from here

In a place with no worry or fear

You were on a bike

Going way too fast

You always thought you were invincible

But it didn't stop your crash

Oh how I wish I could have been there

As you took your last breath

And flew away from here

I would have held your hand

Till the very end

You were never alone

I promise you this, my friend

I felt every blow as if it were me

Sometimes I wish me it could be

I'd gladly take your place

I love you that much

Lord only knows

How much I miss your touch

I hope it was easy

No pain involved

Sometimes I ask God

What did this solve?

I'm lonely and missing you

Dreaming of the day

It was just us two

We were so caught up in love

No one could stop us

Now all I do is scream

and cuss at the sky

Why in the hell did you have to die?

Seventeen was way too young

Your adult life hasn't even begun

Sometimes they say

Things happen for a reason

Maybe that reason

Was to give me something to believe in

I believe one day I'll be there with you

I miss you

And I hope you miss me too

One day I'll see you again

But till then just know

I'll always choose you

I'll always choose you

No matter the choices I have to choose

When the day comes

Seven years later

and I still think of you

If you were here would

You have children too?

Would they be mine?

Would we be a family?

So many things we could be

I'll never ever forget you

You're everything I wanted and more

I still wish you'd come

Walking through my door

Tattooed on my back, my mind

And my heart

Heaven can't even keep us

From being apart

I love you, baby, forever

And till the end

Till the end

When I'm in your arms again