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Mirror Talk

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By Abstract Of The MindPublished 5 years ago 2 min read
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Eyes puffed, tears continue to roll

Staring at the mirror,

playing scenes that’s making me fall

Remember that time my eyes filled with fury?

Saying I feel crazy, I don’t feel like myself

My mind is now a remedy that I can’t stop

Hating myself more every second.

You know how worthless I am.

You ignore what I feel

just, ‘cause you can’t face the truth

You’re Are Fucking Up, Admit It

I’m stirring up my feelings

Giving me a mirror to talk to

and calm me down

Have You Stared At My Fucking Face

and, thought how?

How can I help my child?

Let him know he’s not alone

It’s too late.

I’ve got to know my own reflection

Telling me the truth about myself

and, sure it does help

I punch, I hit, I want to cut

the parts I notice are more weak

than the rest.

Since, you’ve never noticed

the bruises

And never wondered why I’m furious.

Instead, yeah call it bipolar. Crazy,

or just plain you need help.

I’m abusing myself.

Doing self-harm to myself.

And all you can do is look me

in my crying, pleading eyes, yelling,

I want help

Showing a face of disgust to only say

I’m over the way you are

I might’ve stole your childhood

to raise my babies

But, now I don’t need you anymore.

They’ve grown up

Your feelings don’t matter

never knew why you cried from the start.

Just go, leave me alone.

I’m gonna still ignore you

You’ve only been my product, from the start

And then, I think.

Maybe the mirror does know

What it’s talking about

Clenching my fist

I raise it above my neck

Straight to the face with a swing.

Until the pain I feel

forces me to understand, I’m a product.

That’ll always be told

Just, go

sad poetry
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