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Me Thinking of You

Lost in an Unstable Heartbeat

By Elena JorgePublished 6 years ago 2 min read
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Lost in an Unstable Heartbeat

Man, I thought Love was in the air, I like how you showed me that you'd care. Let's play some truth & dare. Truth, do you even love me, cause you always on me, I think that you want me. Always have ya arms on me. & he said I'm always on his mind, he love spending time. I Dare you, to marry me, cause you was my boo. Can't replace you, so hard to find someone new, that acts like you. He said I love ya smile, I see it from a mile. But that's only when he feels like it tho, he don't really like to show it tho, You think love is real, but it fake, it's given but also can be taken & that's what you did! you took my heart & you ripped it apart. One moment love's there, next it's gone. Is it wrong to love someone more than you love ya self, & with you I took a risk. & I'm scared, and you don't act fair. You expect this, but don't do the same, sometimes love mess up ya pride, don't wanna ruin ya fame. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm even ya main. You not even there for me, man this is insane. I thought I knew you pretty well, it's not that. It's just I took it to literally when you told me, you love me. When you kissed me & touched me. You made me feel like care, now I feel stupid, when you look at me with that dumbass stare. We was moving way too fast, then you started acting like these other niggahs from the past. All we do is fight & clash, before we used to get along & have a blast. You don't love me, cause you always told me you would never treat me like they did, but you did, you see. Now you got me looking like a freakin flee. Feeling all this suffer, like a discomfort and a itch when I'm around. Now I walk around with this dumb ass frown. Cause you ain't around, when you said that you was gonna be. Man you taught me a lot. That love don't come freakin easy. When I think about it, it makes my stomach weezy. Then you try to come back, like everything is fine, then it repeats again, how! I don't see these fucking signs. I just hate to be freakin lonely. Cause I like to feel cozy. I just wish we started off more slowly. I just wish you told me from the jump, i just wish that you showed me that loved me, I just wish you gave us more time, I just wish you was there, but you wasn't. So Now I'm gone, moving on, making the next move, fuck you, you corny ass pawn, I don't give no fucks about you, don't try to come back cause ain't room for two, I moved on to someone better, someone who treats me better than you.

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