Love me first.
Love is a garden to share, but we must first plant the seed in ourselves.
I wanted our love to be freedom. My Pacific Coast. My highway to pure paradise.
I wanted to ride with you, feeling the wind in my hair and the sea salt air in my lungs.
I wanted to star gaze with you, counting our love in the sky. How impossible.
I wanted feel your fingers intertwine with mine, a complicated feeling desired so dearly.
I wanted to kiss you so deeply.
I wanted to feel the sparks of Fourth of July in your gaze.
I wanted to fall asleep in your arms, fields of lavender.
I wanted to feel your heart beat with mine. Synchronizing as one.
I wanted to get lost in your Summer vibe. Your free spirit.
I wanted to share my world with you, although I couldn’t give you the earth.
I wanted to love you.
But I need to love me first.
I need to rebuild myself. My soul and world crumbling.
I need to heal. My heart torn apart.
I need to learn. Too many mistakes made.
I need to care for myself. I am hurting.
I need to stay strong. To be my own rock.
I need to move on. Life is impatient. So I shall be as well.
I need to love myself. Because I know you won’t.
About the Creator
My mind in it's after hour.
Thank you for taking the time to read my work. I love writing and it’s not only a hobby of mine but it’s a way for me to escape the world and to open myself up to you so that you too can find a safe space in my mind.
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