Love,
Feelings,
To fall in love,
To fall for someone,
Just the thought of it
It’s scary
and i’m scared to death.
Just to feel like that,
You don’t know what to expect
but what am I supposed to do
It’s part of life
It’s a process but it happens
Sometimes you regret it happening.
It’s a great feeling,
but it’s scary what you end up doing for that person.
You feel out of your mind.
And its hard specially for me,
a person that has been living in their head for as long as I had,
it’s weird and scary to finally go out there
and then to fall in love after the trouble you’ve been through.
My stomach turns.
To commit,
to swear to be there for each other
in the good and bad times,
to be there no matter what,
to respect each other,
to honor each other,
to be loyal.
I’ve got no problem with any of that,
what scares me it’s what I would do for you,
what’s scares me is that you’re the only thing I think about,
what scares the shit out of me is that I don’t wanna go through my past experiences again.
I don’t wanna hurt you,
I don’t wanna lose you,
but what happens when I start hurting you?
It becomes an everyday thing
I hurt you but I would be too dumb to notice.
To apologize every time,
but end up doing the same mistakes every day.
My love for you is so unique
I don’t wanna let it die.
it’s us against everything and anything.
But why do I have the feeling that you don’t seem to care?
That I’m the one going insane for you.
I’m scare that one day I would give up my own dreams for you.
Without you, it’s like saying goodbye to my happy days and saying hello to my old depressing ones.
Yes I love you
and yes I think I’m falling in love with you,
but there is nothing anyone could do.
So I say it proud and loud
I love you.
This love I have for you
it’s not something I can just put away
It’s something that wants to come out,
but I won’t let it come out
because it’s scary to have this weird feeling
something I’ve never felt for anyone before,
and it’s scary to express it sometimes,
but I love you
and yes Im scared to love you,
but I will love you no matter how much it scares me
because with you
I have learned to be happy once again.
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