I can't seem to find love. Have you seen it? It's been hiding from me my entire life. Am I not looking in the right places? Did it fall off a bridge and drown? Maybe love does not really exist. It is only a mere fairy tale told by others who wish to only dream. I've only found the generic version of love. The kind that gets old and wrinkled. Torn apart by monsters that hide behind such beautiful masks. No one deserves that kind of love. I want real love which always seems to find and touch everyone's heart but my own. It's like love is playing hard to get with me. A game that I have been losing for a long time. I've thought about giving up and letting go of love but in the end love is always flooding my mind. It is hope that guide's me through my darkest nights. Love is lost, leaving a trace of its footprints behind. Lost love can always be found. I'd swim through the deepest ocean only to get a glimpse of it. I know love is out there somewhere. This time I shall have love come find me.
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Tyheisha Jackson
35 years old lesbian in love with poetry.
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Dream Girl
She has the most beautiful eyes. The kind you could get lost in. I love the way the wind blows through that stunning hair. There is no disguising it I'm hypnotized by your beauty. For a long time I've waited for the day I am able to hold you close to where our heartbeats shall become one. I've yearned for the day that I get the courage to express how I feel about you, but my words have abandoned my lips leaving me speechless. If only I could reach out across the void of time and space near you. Then maybe I would be able to survive the torture of these emotional feelings I have for you. I can't sleep at night when your smile has embedded my mind. I can still hear that sweet sensual voice. I could never turn my back on you even if I tried. I'm the flame that lights your blunt. It's nothing without it. I will be your lighthouse and guide you through your darkest times. Be your best friend so you have someone to open up to about anything. Even though you have a huge cement wall built up with barbed wires surrounding your heart. I will continue to break through it just to put the pieces to your heart back. You may have certain things that you hate about yourself, but it is those same things that I find so attractive about you. That is what makes you different from any woman I have connected with. Let me show you how to love your mind, body, and soul. All the things I truly adore about you. I admire your strength. You're the type of woman I been searching for my entire life. You are like the shimmering stars I gaze at every night, no matter how shiny and beautiful I think they are I know deep inside me I could never touch, kiss or hold because you are not real. So until then I will continue to wish upon the stars in hopes that these words will help turn my dreams into a lovely amazing reality.
By Tyheisha Jackson7 years ago in Poets
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