Lost

Companionship as to the likes I hadn't felt before.

Trust evolved

Laughs felt

Thoughts shared

Moments spent.

But only a fraction.

Your door closed and reality sucked me back in.

A reality I was happy with, until you.

You made me question that reality and wonder what more there could be.

But you didn't want to explore the possibilities. Too afraid of the answers or too content with only a fraction, I'm still not sure.

Truths were told

Feelings arose, that defied previous vows.

You left.

Took away my fraction of a look into another life. A life I didn't know I craved until you.

Reaching out.

Desperate secret attempts

But you refused

You had been on the opposite side and warned of the consequences of tasting the fractions

The sweetness is not worth the after bite you said.

But I pushed, desperate for even a drop. Just a peek inside.

But I pushed you too far.

You left, and took my look into another life with you.

Now I sit in reality. Truly happy, yet, there has been a draft of the sweetness of fractions that touched my lips and I still crave.