To long
To deeply long
Can be an unbearable sensation
Like an itch, you can't scratch
Making you want to crawl out of your skin
But to stick with it
To go deeper into it
Letting it consume you
Letting it build
Finding that underneath the initial discomfort of neediness
The guilt of wanting so badly
The shame of not having it yet
And the pain of potentially never attaining it
There is pleasure, intense pleasure
To open to the longing
To desire with your whole heart
Is to come to life
To be lit up from within
It is a huge turn on
An immense gift
My aching
My yearning
Is a blessing
A reminder that I am fully alive
Fully awake
Aroused by my hunger for love
My thirst for life
Connected to my soul, my heart, my passion
Reminding me of what's possible
And of my ability to create
Such beauty
Such bliss
In the depth of my longing
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.