And little does he know I don't only use him for his touch
but I also use him for inspiration,
and here I am writing my thoughts out
thinking that I might find an answer in my encrypted words
or maybe thinking that I might solve questions that I can't even ask yet.
There will come a time when I will realize the importance of life
but now I want to search pointless things on Google
and discover things about me that I could never understand
without the keyboard and the search engine.
And there will be a moment when he will appear and recognize
my sincerity as a gift and not a curse and accept
the selfless person that I am that still can't
distinguish between evil and good.
you will turn to me and say "you don't have to be the Queen of your story
you can be the narrator.
you don't have to be the main part
you can be the author"
and that will be the moment I will know that I have discovered the importance of life:
acceptance,
love,
appreciation,
respect,
honesty,
loyalty.
If I had to choose one of these I wouldn't be able to
but the only thing I would know is that I'm not using you anymore
I'm using your heart
with mine
and combining them in one
in hopes that someday I will feel like I have reached the top
of the food chain and no one can beat me down.
I will be the narrator.
I will be the author.
And that is what's important to me.
About the Creator
Melina Giorgalletou
Just a college student from Cyprus, living in NYC, trying to find herself through words and writing.
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