You have got to be kidding me. I have uncovered it all. I have seen everything. Thinking that this love would last. Thinking I might be the last. These are the things that will never come to pass. If I were a breath I would be the last. I can't take any more. I know you don't care. I look to the sea. All I do is stare. We were once so close. Now your so far away. You want me to go. Wait you want me to stay. You don't know what you want. You can't stay away. I want a beautiful love. The kind that will last. You were never mine. You cant let go of the past. Im not your future. Just a bitter memory. I won't go away. You brought me here to this place again. Now you want me to go away. I am just a loser here in this fucking game you play. You think so wrong I'm not right. Said all there is to say. I hope you find a sunshine. All I see here is grey. You get so mad you're just like me now, you just want to run away. There is no honesty. You were just a way to carry me to my destiny. You play your games as much you like. Makes no difference to me I know who you really are. Ugly.
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