Limits

I don't know why I try to pretend

I want it to stop but I don't want it to end

Contradictions, false convictions

Blankets warm

Skin cold

Breath hot

I'm caught

Arms like a net, I can't get out

Binded, bonded, beautiful eyes

An entire relationship built on lies

I can't tell what's real anymore

And I'm tired of my heart being sore

Bending, breaking, bashing brains

Indulging in these growing pains

False convictions, false predictions

Loving inside of these restrictions

What am I supposed to do

If there's limits on how much I'm allowed to love you?