Like a Computer

Currently i'm having a mental crash as if i'm a computer

I don't know much about technology but we have our similarities

We take up to much space and do as were told

We put on our best face but on the inside we break down, corrode after years and years of listening to instruction

The only difference between me and a computer is that I cry

I hate the way I look, the way I talk I hate my body shape and wish it was more like his

My mind is full

My existence is ignored by foolish human beings who only want to know what time it is

I feel like Im overheating

I feel like Im in need of an update

But instead like the stupid human you are

you'll just get rid of me for a better model

A computer without demons

does such a thing exist?