Leave Me Be

I can’t remember the way you drive

Or how your hair lies

I can’t remember what you used to say to make me smile

Or how you held me when I was tired

I can’t remember the taste of your skin on my lips

Or who I fell in love with

Did you even exist darling?

Did I dream that I was falling?

I do remember how lonely I felt when you wouldn’t listen

Or how you always had to have the final decision

I do remember you making feel like I had no wisdom

Or how you left me touch-less and then played the victim

I do remember your mind controlling games

Or how you made me feel absolutely insane

I do remember things stayed the same

Even when I asked for them to change

I do remember you crying on the couch when I had finally had enough

Even then I held you, my love for you was too much

I wish you didn’t exist darling

I’m happy I stopped falling

You are but a memory of past timing

Now, please

Leave me be