Hate me for thinking of you before I take my last breath.
Hate me for wondering why, just why you didn't return the same feelings.
I gave you my all and what I got in return is killing me now...
You said you loved me, but was it just in the moment?
You said you wouldn't hurt me, leave me, yet here I am lonely...
Lonely in the dark, with the beeps as my faint heartbeat...
Faint heartbeat, but that was enough to keep me awake no matter how hard I tried to sleep.
It never came, not until I let my last breath out...
What came was loneliness and pain from the trust you broke.
I'm young and foolish, I should've know such things as TRUST don't exist nowadays.
I was told from the start you would destroy me, how would I know that not trusting everyone would cause me this much pain.
Now not only am I numb from pain, I'm lonely in the dark.
What I do have with me in the dark is the pain.
Pain from watching you kiss her.
Pain from having you treat me like dirt.
Pain from believing your every "I Love you"
Pain from being that foolish, naive girl...
All these memories are in my mind mocking me for falling for you.
You took my heart and ripped every inch of trust that was in there.
Left a stinging pain that caused me to scream out in pure misery.
Just like how you cut yourself and put rubbing alcohol on it.
But this was much worse,
this was having hundreds of knives nipping at your heart.
Never knew that the pain of betrayal and loneliness was this intense,
So intense that I'm here hooked up to wires...
If only I knew what a cruel world this was, then maybe,
maybe I wouldn't be here in the dark all lonely.
If only you loved me the way I did,
then maybe I wouldn't be here,
Wouldn't be here in the bed taking my last breath...
About the Creator
Fyza Garasia
Hello,
My name is Fyza and I am an aspiring writer who loves to write about fantasies and many other genres.
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