Tasting the sparks, dripping inside of the moment if only for that second was as if I could not hold it. Not realizing that this was the end of the same. What was over was, me just accepting the blame. Please and sorry, I had always spilled forth and yet feeling anything but free, for it created a war inside of me and up until now, I thought I could only see.
Pushing away from the past with only the pain, this propels me forward nothing to offer, and no one person to blame. Makes me smile once in a while when I think about my hopes and dreams however failing and miserable they are now, tearing at the seams. I cannot show you me, but the expectations a double standard don’t you see? I am pulling away from you, as you pull away from me. In dreams of this reality, please forgive me. Having the ability to understand, and to see this as fate brings my mind to an altered state. I want to believe and I want to accept. The severity that could be, can you begin to comprehend? Therein, lays the problem although these feelings are a great burden to transcend.
It appears that you know me so well, that my memory had already been inside of you so… much that when I recognized the imprint my soul fell. I fell deep into thought so much like times past have brought. My only hope is this, for our intentions to be pure, and sadness won’t be missed.
To try and capture authenticity in this picture perfect screen, portraying only what you want to see. Do not believe in that fallacies for the shades have been drawn and only darkness surrounds. Please do not take my trust away, for too often this stability fades.
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