Just a Dream

Why

That was the question she asked,

What was so amazing about life,

What was the point of living

Especially if you're just existing,

Why

Why bother trying to look pretty,

Why bother trying at all,

Why suffer through these feelings,

Why

Why did it always hurt so much to open up,

Why did i have to act the same as them,

Why

Why do you want me to live

Why dont you like seeing me sad,

Why do you love me

Why do you love someone

Who couldnt care less about their life,

Why

Why do i no longer want to give up,

Why do i feel better,

Why are you crying,

Was killing myself not the answer,

I wish i could take it all back,

But death is forever,

Luckily

This is just a dream.