Jealousy

Here I am, in the middle of a road

I didn't get to this road alone

I came here with her and she is... poof, gone

I guess I could agree I was... well, wrong

I finally found someone I could share my passion with

Someone I could share a bed with

Someone I could rub mind and soul with

And here I am on this road, with a drink that sleeps

I told her to come in but I never opened the door

I gave a bunch of keys but withheld that which unlocks

I raised eye brows at false alarms

And here I am on the road, clothed with insecurities

I had plans of places we would see

I spoke to my mouth and gave my first kiss

I was happy that cupid now listens

And here I am on the road, self clipped wings

You always told me there was no need to worry

You gave me no reason to doubt

I saw signs that I now realise weren't even there

And here i am on the road, looking at a green sunset

Jealousy wrapped it's hand around my loins

It made me loose someone worth more than a million silver coins

Over thinking everything, sends my mind into turmoil

And here I am on the road, digging throw a barren soil

I wish I had been a better man

I wish I had been a patient man

I wish I didn't raise my voice and encourage my ego inside

And here I am on the road, ashamed to be caught with zebra's stripes

I go through your phone, hoping for clues

Realising that you complain how it hurts that I don't trust you

How you want to leave me because I always question you

And here I am on this road, Jealousy's fatality.