It Was Easier to Give In

At 14,

Our hands finally met at the park

Then you took me to your place

Oddly kept telling me your dad wasn't home

Forced yourself onto me the minute we walked in

Said you'd break up with me if we didn't fuck and

that no one would want me if I didn't put out

At 15,

My sister threw a party while our parents were gone

You showed up with another girl

But that didn't stop you

I was your conquest of the night

I saw you in every corner, stalking me like prey

I felt your intentions like vibrations through the air

Felt like there was no way of stopping it while it was happening

It was easier to give in

At 16,

You were an older guy

Fresh out of high school

We were playing video games one day

I laid back on the bed

Guess you mistook that as a signal

My thighs clenched together

You insisted on prying me open

And forced your fingers in me

I just laid there

Motionless and in shock

I was crying and hurting

But you got off on that

Your focus was on destroying my fragile frame