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It Sounds Like Suicide...

But I'm not done with life yet.

By Alexandra MariePublished 6 years ago 1 min read
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I give up.

I want to apologize

but honestly, I'm not sorry.

It was you

who brought me to this point.

You and my demons

started to sound alike.

It's easier to handle

when the voices are in your own head

but when the voices outside

start to match the ones inside

it's not that easy.

It becomes even harder

when that voice comes from someone

you thought could never hurt you.

I don't have it in me anymore.

I've been fighting

since the 5th grade.

It took you 6 years

to see the signs.

Did you really see them?

Not Really.

I'm just dramatic.

Right?

'Cause I concern myself

with things that don't matter.

'Cause I don't do anything,

that it's all in my head.

You don't know about the coke

or months of molly.

All to be able

to feel normal again.

You don't know.

Did you even notice

that there was something wrong?

Probably not.

You were too busy lashing out.

not knowing how to deal with your own pain.

But I don't blame you anymore

because I understand how it feels.

I've hit rock bottom

and I've pulled myself up.

I promise you this,

I'll never truly give up.

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About the Creator

Alexandra Marie

Just a girl who writes whats on my mind

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