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It's Hard for Me to Tell You This...

Meant for Him...

By LAILA LPublished 7 years ago 1 min read
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It’s hard for me to tell you this.

I'm not even quite sure why

But when i'm with you, all i think about is other ways to die

You hold me back from my potential

You hold me back from life

You hold me back and now all of a sudden,

I'm just full of spite

I can't be honest with you

You can't possibly understand

That when i'm with you i don't really wanna hold your hand

My hand is connected to my heart

That i know for sure

So i'm not giving you it until you close the door.

What door, you ask?

Just let me explain

I'll give you all my ideas,

Share all of my pain

You look at her like she means the world

Like you’d change the world in a heartbeat

You look at me like you despise me,

Like you smell the stink of my feet

Like what did i do so wrong,

Why do i have to cry?

I'm sick and tired of being with you

I'm sick of hearing your lies

I'm not sure you’ve ever been honest, unless you were being mean

And at times like that, well, all i could wish for is a nice Krispy Kreme

Eat away my pain, Eat away my struggles

Eat away at my heart, Eat away at my knuckles

I hit and i hit, but i can't seem to get through.

I can't seem open your eyes

Can't seem to tell you the truth

Maybe that's my fault, even though it sounds quite cruel

To blame the victim of such abuse

But as i was saying i blame myself

Cause i got into this mess,

I couldn't help myself

Why should you care?

Not like you ever did.

Not even sure if you would care if i accidentally had your kid

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