I’m tired of being the person people go to when their significant other can’t fill a void
It’s nothing new in fact it seems that’s been my job to give others that little joy
I try not to get my heart involved but it’s always beating heavy from the start
Why oh why am I the one no one loves after that part
I don’t mean for it to happen in fact things usually start when they're single
But then they go and pick someone else, still wanting me to linger
It’s not fair, and I’m too stubborn to give them this limbo
But for a long time I just let them have their finger on the trigger
It was nice to feel something every now and then
The excitement screamed no commitment
No trial or comment
Although that’s what I longed for there was no relationship in it
Friends for a long time maybe
With slight benefits
I just loved the burst of emotions I felt
Always addicted to the dangers that they dealt
I’m not easily preoccupied but my attention was always still
I just wish I didn’t believe their lies before my heart wasn’t filled
I’ve actually broken up bonding before
Never really felt any kind of remorse
They came on to me for a reason
They already wanted me to help them leave them
But I was silly & thought I could be their freedom
I’m over being that intermission
I’m not the sunscreen you put on to change the rays decision
I’m a whole person with valid feelings
I’m clearly what you all needed when you were searching for what is missing
I love myself already
I’m aware of my tragedy
I know where I want to go
I know how to treat someone like they have a soul
Yes I have my flaws just like any other human
But when it comes to my significant other I won’t leave them lurking from the beginning
Too bad you all left me here burning
I could have been the one in which you were searching
I could’ve been the love that you needed in those moments
But I’m done being the one
Who is left with nothing but condolence
Feel bad for yourself
But we accept the love we think we deserve
Just change your fucking motives before your justice is served
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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