Inside

Is it possible

to feel something different

from something you know?

To know everything isㅡ

Okay

That I am loved

But to feelㅡ

worthless

The most worthless person on earth

a waste of space

They say "Never lose hope"

the more I repeat it

the more I lose it

the more I don't believe

in hope anymore

People say "Don't give up"

but sometimes

it feels that giving up

is my only option

to accept the fact

that I am a

Failure

I kick myself down when I feel this

I know my life could be worse

But I feel otherwise

Sometimes I feel like

I am a hindrance to others

that I just bring them downㅡ

I know this isn't trueㅡ

but I can't stop feeling blue

Is it possible

that I feel something

different from the truth?