As a kid you thought you would have it made
But now you wait until you get paid
Just to dump it all into bill after bill
As you pop pill after pill
To keep yourself balanced out and happy
Because you’d lose your job if you got even a little snappy
Then you’d be alone on the street
Hating even the beat
Of the music you used to keep
So what’s the point in even having a dream
When we all eventually lose steam
Only the wealthy
Live healthy
While the lower class
Who are accused of doing nothing but sitting on their ass
Work and work until the bags darken
And the eyes lose their light
And nothing seems like it will ever go right
Why?
Just tell me
What’s the point of it all?
I didn’t ask for this
I didn’t ask to be born
And yet I mourn
The child I used to be
The child whose mere definition was me
I want to gain back my inner child
But at this point it would be subdued and tired
Weary of this unforgiving world
For at this time I’ve grown bored
Of constantly battling in a war
That kills me to the core
I want to win
For that inner child still within
They’re begging to be set free
And curse whoever stands in their way
For you’ll have Hell to pay
About the Creator
Finn River Clemons
Mental illness
Suffering
Pain
I write to you
But not in vain
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