Inevitable

Inevitable, an adjective meaning "certain to happen; unavoidable."

But was our downfall really unavoidable?

Change is inevitable and I have accepted that fact as that is the way of life and life is unavoidable.

But did we change for better? Or for worse?

Or maybe it was I who changed for the better and you for the worse.

Because you are the worst.

Your change did not seem unavoidable, but every day you do me wrong I start to think that perhaps I could not change this and I cannot change this currently.

My most sincerest apologizes for paying attention to my own being after you worked so hard to unintentionally yet intentionally tear me down and rip me apart.

I am incredibly selfish, it's unavoidable.

And I am also incredibly in love with you. That is truly unavoidable.

But I wish it was avoidable and I wish we could move on, but we're trapped in a cycle of tension and anger and sadness.

I am in love with you, but it's not you.

I miss you, but not you now.

That is inevitable.