In My Memories

What is wrong with love?

Didn't I do it right?

Does it hate me?

Am I no one's wish?

Why does it hurt to love?

Hurt to know you?

Hurt to see you?

Hurt to feel you?

Do you love me?

Did you even love me?

Did you wish you had never met me?

Do you remember my name?

Do you care for me?

Do you think of me?

Am I delusional?

All our texts

All our kisses

All our hugs

All our visits

Were they empty?

Non-existent?

Non-influential?

Or just in my head?

Why can't I move on?

Why can't I move forward?

Why do I lean backward?

Why do I bother?

My Halloween mind

Haunted by thoughts of you

Haunted by past feels

Haunted by unmerited weeps

Did you mean it when you called me your rose?

Was that why, on me, you trampled upon?

We were the special couple

Or so I thought

So many words to say

So many questions

You would never know them

For they are, just in my memories.