I know we never met
at least not ideally
because all those conversations we had in my head
just ended up falling into a net.
A net of fallen dreams that still have a possibility of coming true in the
future
especially the dream that perhaps one day you could be my suture.
But in the end
they wasted away.
Because neither of us had the courage to spark up that day,
or the next,
or the one thereafter,
with a simple conversation that would fill our hearts with laughter.
And it hurts.
It hurts me that I hurt myself just for the chance that it brings me closer
to you.
I don't know how that would work.
But in my world where we talk every night and you embrace me when I
can't fight,
you notice that I'm crippling myself,
catching me,
everytime
I fall.
I know we never said goodbye.
At least not ideally
because now every time I look up your eyes glance away freely
as if looking at my face will break your heart
because at least in my world,
it hurts you just as much to part.
I know we never said goodbye.
I tried.
But the fear of you ripping that net magnified.
You would not only kill my dreams,
you would leave me empty,
forcing me to fill my lungs with water from the streams,
screaming aplenty.
About the Creator
Marina H.
Searching for my meaning of life. Enjoy your stay.
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.