I’m fine she told me
The words echo in my head for days and days.
I’m fine, she says with a smile on her face.
Little did we know she was stuck in a prison.
A prison she couldn’t escape.
A prison of the idea of a life she always wanted.
A life she was never granted.
A life that felt so haunted.
And because of a selfish mistake she made
she never will be that person she wanted to be.
Because she’s gone.
Over a small incident.
Over a small accident.
Over a small disagreement.
She held that blade to her throat and screamed
But nobody heard her
Or maybe her endless nights of insanity were just too much.
The people around stopped believing in her cries
Because every time she cried it was another waste of time
She thought she was a waste of time
She thinks to herself everyday
Why am I the way that I am?
What have I become?
And what was the answer?
Nobody knows.
Because nobody took the time to sit quietly and listen.
All she needed was someone to listen.
Why was there no one willing to listen?
How crazy is it that we can carry on with our days
Thinking about nothing but our own joy.
But never thinking of the pain that anyone else is feeling.
It’s almost sickening
Watching a once wonderful world turn to chaos
Maybe I’m bitter because of the meanings.
Maybe I’m bitter because I can see things.
Or maybe I’m bitter because that girl who died that day
was the girl that I once was.
And now I’m left a hollow nothing to take her place.
Maybe one day she’ll come back.
Maybe one day she won’t be she anymore.
Maybe one day she’ll come back to being me.
About the Creator
Lady Green
I’m just a girl full of dreams without enough dream catchers.
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