If I had known back then
that I would never see you again
I would have treated you better
said goodbye a little slower
But I was dumb and I got mad
I made you think you were bad
when you only wanted the best for me
but I only wanted to be set free
I thought I knew what was for the best
when I really couldn't have known any less
And when you tried to show me the right way
was the night that I ran away
I did everything that was wrong
The others decided I didn't belong
which is how I ended up on my own
I had never truly felt alone
It was then, all alone, when I remembered you
and bitterly, I realized that your words were true
And then I didn't care, I wanted to go home to you
But my pride stopped me from doing that, too
I probably should've fought against it
should've thought of you and tried to make it
But my brain and body were both too far gone
They forced my heart to be cold and move on
So I stayed on the streets, doing everything I could to survive
all the while feeling dead and not alive
Sometimes I closed my eyes and wondered if I should just give up
But then something in me kept screaming, "Hey, wake up!"
Now months have passed
Since I saw you last
I have nothing to my name
Only my clothes and shame
And it's a freezing winter day
I know that I cannot stay
In the streets, 'cause then I'll freeze
On second thought, maybe it's the answer to my pleas
And then I see a man all decked in black
Smelling like money, everything I lack
He steps up to me, he holds out a picture
He asks me, "Does this person look familiar?"
I'm no longer alone with no money
'Cause you made sure everything would come to me
And even though I know I don't deserve it
I can do nothing but accept it
The tears blur my vision
But I pay them no attention
I should've gone back at least once when I could
No, I shouldn't have left, I should've understood
About the Creator
Rosalyn Young
I hope to have a future in the Korean entertainment industry. I am an aspiring songwriter/lyricist, writer, and/or screenwriter. I might post excerpts or first drafts from any of the above some time.
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