Did I assume to find you so soon
Underneath the threshold of mind
Before I felt the impact left behind
By the tyranny of my expectations?
I watched you slowly shy away
Closing blinds to the light of day
Averting further from your truth
Pretensive, and afraid of being seen
All I can do is hope hopelessly
As the downward spiral goes on.
And on.
And on.
Like a baby, grasping blindly
At all the things I thought were nice
Reaching into the toy box again
Digging into a past, tinted in rose
Where everything seemed sweeter
And the grass was greener
And the gas was cheaper (oh man)
I never noticed too closely
How the world has its own way
Of burrowing anxieties deep inside
To the place we each hold most dear
And it does so innocently
Never minding the crater left behind
Like a child, bearing down upon
The poor little ants in the sand
The circle of life
Is a funny kind of cycle
At least from a detached perspective
But what about now?
Every day is another day
Where I feel, more and more
The weight of decisions made
And it gets harder for me to wake
Afraid that whatever I’m gunning for
Will never amount to anything
Yet here I am, waiting.
And waiting.
And waiting.
I’m an emptied wallet chasing dreams
And the dreams never seem to last too long
And longing is another burn
Branded upon a mural of emotion
I'm always afraid to bear it all
For fear of ridicule and attention
Like wearing long sleeves
Hiding yesterdays sorrow
But today was a strange one
A crazy old man took me aside
Said If I want that gold, I gotta dig inside
A kingdom passing the test of time
Or maybe the only friend I’ll ever have
And it simply rests there, biding time
Holding the key I thought I threw away
Buried beneath the threshold
Where only I will know the truth.
About the Creator
Eli Negron
Poetry, video games, anime, books, exercise. I love it all. Aspiring freelancer.
I'm an avid lover of games. Casually competitive and RPG's mostly. Give me a good story to chew on.
I just like doing the things I like.
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