I wish this was new to me
The sleepless nights the fights
All the strife this life
The anxiety
I wish this was new to me
I'm here but not
I'm cold yet I'm hot
I'm scrambling to reconcile the heart of the plot
Oh how I wish this was new to me
The fear of just being
I don't see her
Disappear
The hypocrisy
I wish this was New to me
Can't you see?
Even if I pay the fee
I have to find the key
That's buried beneath these concrete streets
Hell.
Isn't it swell
How I can see these things even though I'm locked in a cell
Wait
I forgot you can't even tell
You frown because it's just make believe to you
I'm just a clown
My world is real
It's a world inside my head
Opening up about it fills me with dread
There are some days I can't even roll out of bed
Please lord
Give us our
Daily bread forgive us our debts
For how we are feeling is something left unsaid
I wish this was new to me
Longing to feel complete
I wish this was new to me
How I wish this was new to me
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