I Wish I Could Disappear
A Poem for Anyone and Everyone Who Ever Felt or Still Feels This Way
While waking up
A sudden thought came across my mind
Nobody knew what I was thinking about.
It was a thought anyone would've had at least once or twice or multiple times in a day, month, year, through time
If I disappeared
If I were to disappear.
As if I were never here.
I wish I could not be here.
Today I'm living as hard as I was yesterday If I go on living hard like yesterday
I might find a reason not to disappear If I just go on like yesterday
While the world is asleep, I stared out the window and started thinking
A sudden thought crossed my mind once again
I thought to myself
If I disappeared
If I were to disappear
If only I weren't here just for a moment
Today once again
I'm living as hard as yesterday once again
If I just go on like this again
I'll become a person who doesn't want to disappear again
Someday
Happier days than today today will come if I just go on living hard enough
Nobody knows what I was thinking about
A thought that I always think about crosses once again
I want to disappear
I wish I could disappear
About the Creator
Rosario Aguilar
I'm a writer
I express with my writing
I also am somewhat a photographer
You can also say that I'm an artist
I express with my art as well
Call me ARD
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