I Will Never Be Thin
Written by a Fat Girl
I have always wondered what it must be like to be skinny.
My mind constantly wonders about what it might be like if I did not despise my reflection.
I cannot help but wishing I was someone else, someone better.
I don't normally hate, I envy, I envy girls.
Skinny, beautiful, longhaired girls.
The ones that would have my high school crush wrapped around
their tiny petite finger. I envy girls who love what's in the mirror.
I envy girls who put me down in middle school and ignored me in highschool. I envy girls with long straight hair and a size 00 waist.
I would give anything to be like them, except for stopping eating of course.
I truly don't think I could ever see myself like that.
I was the one that was bullied and called FAT.
I was the one who did not meet society's expectations.
I was the one that kept eating even after the doctor mumbled "overweight"
I only hate myself because I never saw anything worth loving.
I would love to know the feeling of selflove.
I want to be pretty, I want to be loved, I want to be confident.
I want to know what it feels like to accept a compliment, I mean really accept a compliment.
But that's just not me. I am not those girls and I never will be.
About the Creator
Michele Hastings
I never created this to make money, just to write like I do everyday and hope that someone enjoys it!
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