I Was Just Guessing at Numbers and Figures
#VocalNPM
I've thought of letting go but can't -
not yet.
I want to rush back to the beginning and never let myself fall,
because it's now that it's beginning to bleed,
and soon it will scar.
Regardless of the outcome.
I wouldn't describe it as sadness -
not yet.
Just confusion.
And being absolutely terrified of you.
The sadness will come in time.
It will come in waves.
I have so many questions to ask you.
And so many memories to resurface.
Because surely if you'd remember those memories -
you'd remember me.
How on earth did you even forget?
You said you wouldn't.
I love my life so much.
And am thankful for the things it has brought me.
And can hardly wait to see what else it has to give.
But I almost wish I could pick and choose.
Though I know that's not the way it works.
Just waiting on standby.
About the Creator
Megan Artus
@megdmerrillwrites
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