I Thought...

You were the better half, that's ever happened to me.

And I wrote you this in case something ever happens to me.

I've lost touch with myself. I’m slipping in between the cracks, I’m crashing down to hopelessness.

I gave you my all, I gave into you once too many times only to be set into a spiral of destruction.

Putting myself against me and everything I believed in.

And now I’m just, here.

I feel like I’m made of stone. I’ve grown cold and I fear I’ve become disregarded towards the reality going on around me.

I’m just here and I have nothing more to give, nothing left to give my smile its sincerity.

I’m afraid I have nothing left to believe in, where do dreams and reality introduce themselves?

I’ve lost that thin line of living a full life.

I've been broken down.

But never have I been left so alone, knowing something new is being built, on the foundation I broke my back to begin,

For you, for us.

Now I get to watch the life I wished for be brought to fruition as she takes your hand and leads toward a new end.