I should have.
I should have listened to my mom when she told me he wasn't good for me.
I should have listened to my gut when I felt something off about him in the beginning.
I should have loved him harder so he'd forget about her.
I should have loved myself before loving him.
I should have gotten the help I needed in order for our relationship to be healthy.
I should have listened to all the times my best friend told me he was toxic. Cancer. Tar in my lungs. But I was addicted to his taste.
I should have walked away when I had the chance.
I should have saved myself while I could. I should have looked out for my naïve self.
"How could anyone love anyone as fucked up as me?" I asked.
"Because you're PERFECT, and I am in love with you," He responded.
The letters L, O, V, and E burn now more than ever when they leave my mouth. Because I should have fucking listened to my gut when I met him.
I should have.
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