I Really Loved You

SITTING HERE WONDERING WHY I CAN’T GET YOU OFF OF MY MIND,

EVEN AFTER YOU WERE SO HURTFUL, UNFAITHFUL, AND UNKIND,

MY LOVING SOUL YOU JUST TORE IT APART,

OF MY LIFE YOU WERE SUCH A MAJOR PART.

I JUST CAN’T STOP THOUGHTS OF YOU FROM GOING THROUGH MY HEAD,

EVEN GOT ME WISHING THAT I WAS BRAIN DEAD,

JUST SO I CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU,

KNOWING THAT ALL OF THE LOVE I GAVE YOU WAS NOTHING BUT TRUE.

I JUST CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU,

ONLY BECAUSE I REALLY LOVED YOU,

I REALLY TRIED TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH,

I NEVER HAD YOU LIKE YOU HAD ME WITH EVERY TOUCH.

I USED TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND SEE FOREVER,

NOW FROM WHAT IT SEEMS YOU WERE ALWAYS THINKING NEVER,

SO EASILY YOUR WONDERING EYES JUST LED YOU TO ANOTHER,

ON MY TIME WITH MY BEST FRIENDS BROTHER.

HOW YOU JUST RAN AWAY SO QUICK AND EASILY,

JUST PROVES YOU NEVER LOVED OR CARED FOR ME,

NOW TO GET OVER YOU IT’S GOING TO TAKE ME SOME TIME,

IT JUST HURTS SO BAD KNOWING THAT YOU WERE NEVER MINE.

YOU LEFT ME AT A TIME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST,

I NEEDED YOU TO COMFORT ME AND I NEEDED YOU TO BE CLOSE,

BUT THEN AGAIN I GUESS I NEVER REALLY HAD YOU TO LOSE YOU,

I FELL VERY DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I THOUGHT I KNEW.

I GAVE YOU ALL OF MY LOVE GIRL,

IT SEEMS YOU TOOK JOY IN RUINING MY WORLD,

ON ME I WAS TOLD YOU HAD A GREAT LAUGH AND THAT’S OK,

I’M SURE YOU TAKE JOY OF MY PAIN BUT STILL FOR YOU I PRAY.

STILL I JUST CAN’T GET YOU OFF OF MY MIND,

TO YOU I WAS ALWAYS A LOVING GENTLEMAN AND KIND,

I JUST KNOW I’M GOING TO NEED SO MUCH TIME TO EASE THIS PAIN,

ON MY HEART YOU’VE LEFT SUCH AN UGLY STAIN.

FOR YOU MY LOVE WAS ALWAYS UNCONDITIONAL,

I USED TO REALLY THINK THAT YOU WERE SO WONDERFUL,

IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT YOU DON’T EVEN EVER WONDER ABOUT ME,

SO QUICKLY AND EASILY I BECAME NOTHING BUT YOUR HISTORY.

SOME SAY I’M A FOOL FOR STILL HAVING FEELINGS FOR YOU,

IT’S ONLY BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR YOU WAS SO STRONG AND TRUE,

I’M TRYING TO LET GO BUT IT’S SO HARD TO DO,

ONLY BECAUSE I GAVE ALL OF MY LOVE TO YOU.

I LOVED YOU DOWN TO WHAT I THOUGHT WAS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL,

I JUST KNEW TOGETHER WE’D GROW OLD,

I LOVED YOU FROM YOUR TOES TO THE LAST STRAND OF YOUR HAIR,

I WAS SUCH A FOOL TO THINK THAT YOU’D ALWAYS BE THERE.

I THINK IT’S REALLY CRAZY,

HOW YOU JUST HAVE SO MUCH ANGER TOWARDS ME,

WHEN ALL I HAD WAS SO MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU,

MAD AT ME BECAUSE I FOUND OUT ABOUT THE REAL YOU.

IT’S SAD THAT ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT I DO,

SEEMS TO REMIND ME OF YOU,

PLACES I GO, TV SHOWS, RESTAURANTS, MUSIC I HEAR,

EVERY TIME JUST MAKES ME WANT TO SHED A TEAR.

YOU’VE SHOWN ME HOW MUCH YOU REALLY CARED,

BY THROWING AWAY EVERYTHING WE EVER SHARED,

I THOUGHT WE HAD A FRIENDSHIP,

I EVEN THOUGHT WE HAD A RELATIONSHIP.

THE TRUTH WAS ALL I EVER WANTED TO HEAR,

EVEN IF IT WAS GOING TO COST ME MORE THAN A TEAR,

YOU CONSTANTLY DENIED WHAT I’VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES,

IT JUST HURT SO BAD LISTENING TO YOUR LIES.

YOU WERE SUCH A SMOOTH TALKER,

AND NO I WASN’T A STALKER,

I WAS JUST FOLLOWING UP ON YOUR LIES,

MY GUT FEELINGS LED ME TO DO THOSE DRIVE BY'S.

I WISH THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TREATED MY HEART LIKE IT WAS YOUR OWN,

IF YOU DID I WOULDN’T BE SITTING HERE ALL ALONE,

I REALLY THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE MY DESTINY,

GIRL YOU SURE DID MAKE A FOOL OUT OF ME.

THOSE PRETTY WINGS AREN’T SO PRETTY ANYMORE,

YOUR HEART I CAN NO LONGER ADORE,

GIRL I WAS YOUR BIGGEST FAN,

AND TO YOU I WASN’T EVEN YOUR NUMBER TWO OR THREE MAN.

YOU’VE HURT ME SO MUCH AND SO VERY BAD,

MADE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FEEL SORRY AND VERY SAD,

AT LEAST NOW I KNOW WHY I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU,

IT’S ONLY BECAUSE I REALLY LOVED YOU.