I must ask
Is this what it feels like?
To feel it all in my chest.
To feel it fly steadily up my throat like a moth that's stuck inside an empty house.
Is this what it means to be happy?
To get excited and know that
you aren't the only one who is smiling like a dumb ass.
No, no because
For once,
He is too.
Is it all real,though ?
It's all so perfect,you know.
The flame that burns
like it's calling on me, like I'm in trouble. Oops.
But their Must be a flaw, right?
Just a little closer.
See some type of danger
Where are the warning signs?
The caution signs?
I keep telling myself if it all turns to hell
That I will climb back out and dust my clothes off, and keep walking.
That if I get burned, I'll survive it.
But maybe I don't have to, this time.
Maybe I don't need to worry
Maybe I can finally just give in and stop worrying
Stop freaking out on
Whether or not I'm good enough.
Whether or not
There's an emergency exit door in his chest.
And whether or not
My flame will go out...
In his heart.
They say that girls are fragile, and should be treated like glass.
But you know I don't want to be fucking fragile
I don't wanna be porcelain and sit on the shelf that's inside your heart.
Just to collect dust.
I want you to look at my unshaven hair
And not care
I want you to realize that I can be masculine
As any guy is.
That I'll eat as much as I want
That I can be strong, too.
I know you think glass breaks easily
That if you accidentally drop it
It will shatter into pieces
But maybe I want to be shattered.
There is no "handle with care " sticker on my forehead
But maybe there should be one on yours.
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