I Miss You so Much

I miss you so much

which is so very true

but all I want right now

is a good night kiss from you

you touched my heart

in a way I never thought was possible

right from the start

our love was unstoppable

your glass was always half full

no matter what was happening

life was never dull

even when the mood was saddening

you moved on to a happier place

where you don't have to fight for your life

no more constant medications

it's all gonna be alright

I'm trying to not think of it as passing away

but as another life

where there is less work then play

but look at the bright side

you pain had ended

I hope you're so happy

because of course you're in heaven

you were such a wonderful person

who did more good than bad

and it's hard to forget

all of the fun we've had

it's important to remember

all of the amazing times

and you were a big part of the family

I am proud to call mine

all the days we spent together

were some of the best times of my life

we've been through the ups and downs

and staying up all night

you were something amazing to everyone

even if it was a stranger

we all know your amazing smile

whenever we feel danger

you, your smile and your personality have made us feel so much better

in the sunny days

and sometimes in bad weather

it's important to remember

all the good times

because there are so many

and so many broken bedtimes

we all wish you could be here right now

but we have enough memories

that could maybe somehow

not act a remedy

but make us say wow

I always know that you never went away

You’re always there with me

Watching over me every day

everybody has to go sometime

but yours was too soon

but have lots of memories

and telling them all would take up the whole afternoon

And even though I will never be ok

I will still have to act like it

Every single day

you cared so much about everyone

more than yourself

it wasn't all about you

even if you needed more help

Whenever I close my eyes

I see you in my head

And it’s hard to imagine

Even though your life was held onto by a thread

I'm so glad you moved much closer

so we got to spend time with you

and now your here to watch over

you can see us get married

and grow older

you will always be with us

watching over our shoulders

we know that every day

you've touched so many lives

and even though they couldn't all be here today

they have all cried and cried

you were an angel

that god sent to earth

but you had to go back home

and no matter how much it hurts

we still have all of the great memories

and every single one we also know how much

you were loved by everyone

I’m probably still going to call you

It’s gonna ring a few times

Then I will get some Deja Vu

And it will click in my mind

You are gone

But we will never forget

And it might take kinda long

But we will have to accept

you were an angel

who had to go back home

and even though it's painful

you will never be alone