His eyes are so bright and new
Alive with excitement and love and gratitude
It makes me so happy
We just met and he loves me
And I love him.
He loves me
Me, a small fuzzy bear
Fluffy and brown
Nose, white as snow
He loves me
And I love him
He holds me close
A silent plea for protection
Against the monster in his closet
Against the demons the darkness brings
And I love him.
He gets dressed
Ready for a new beginning
He tells me he has to leave
“School is starting
but I’ll be back.”
And he is
And I love him.
He repeats this motion, till June
Then he’s back.
We spend summer together
And he doesn’t stop smiling
And I’m happy
And I love him.
This becomes routine
Three years
No change
But then he stays home
One day turns to two
Then three
Then four
And he looks sad
And tired
And weak
And I comfort him
As I have for years
And I love him.
He grabs me and we’re in the car
Then we’re not
And the rooms
Are bright and white
And I hear mom and dad crying
But not him
Because he’s holding me in
A silent plea for protection
Much like our first night
But this is different
Scarier
And it frightens me
But he thanks me
And loves me
And I love him.
Time passes
He looks weaker
And his brown curls disappear
And he’s sadder
But he holds me
And I love him.
He doesn’t move anymore
Doesn’t play anymore
Just holds me as he sleeps
I hear crying
But it’s not him
He doesn’t have the energy
But he still holds me
Tight to his chest
And I love him.
He can’t hold me tight
Not like he used to
It hurts him
And it hurts me.
Everything feels sad
Broken and hurting
He’s in so much pain
He whispers,
Quiet and raspy
“I love you”
And I love him.
The next night
Silent and sad
There is no more crying
All the tears have been spilt
He doesn’t hold me
He never will again
He loved me
And I love him.
Her eyes are so bright
The same as his
Excitement and love and gratitude
She doesn’t understand
It makes me so full of grief
A reminder of him
We just met and she loves me
And I love her.
But I miss him.
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