I'm Sorry

Let's start with the most under used, over rated, long weak winded, real sentimental bullshit phrase that's came out of the special species that's used all too often and not enough.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry about all the beers that Ive drunk, or all the cigs I've smoked. I'm just so worried about what you think or how little you think of me.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry about my lack of trust because of the scars that's been left and I've left on others before you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry about all the antics my outbursts of anger have caused. I'm a kicked dog who might not control if I bite you or not.

I don't want too.

I'm sorry if I believe it's still noble to fall on the sword, even if it isn't, rather than use it on you. You don't deserve that.

How can I trust you not to hurt me?

If all my questioning only does that?

I'm sorry that I use the phrase like a breath, I'm trying. But in all the conversations full of words and sentences and the stupid little notes I keep to myself... I can't help but notice... in all of this cluster of a pattern...

Not in all of your sentences have you said...

I'm sorry.