I'm Hurt

I’m hurt

I'm confused

I'm a robot it seems like

People think they break me

Break my emotions

I don't know what's going on

I really don't know what's happening

I just want to love someone

Why is it so hard to do?!

I'm trying

I really am

I just don't think that im meant for love

But what is truly love?

I’m confused

Is love the thing that hurts me most

Or is it something that I cannot control the pain to

I-I just wanted to know what love is

But love is something that someone can do

Or express

I have to find it

But im so broken and beaten

That i don't think i can

I really can't

I've lost too many people

I just don't want to lose any others

I'm just tired of being such an emotional softy