I'm sorry
I failed you
again.
I'm sorry
I failed you to the point
that you had
to put your
hands on me.
But afterwards
you said you loved me.
You said
I was being disrespectful
and had to shape up.
You said
you were teaching me
how to be good.
I loved you
so I knew
it was my fault.
You kept beating me
"out of love."
I kept blaming myself
"out of love."
It went on for years
until I finally looked.
My lipstick
smeared.
My mascara
running.
As I took
the dress
off my body.
I looked at the pain
you caused.
I ran my fingers
along the fresh
purple bruises.
The wounds that healed
but left scars.
I thought it was
all my fault.
I thought I
deserved it.
I thought
I wasn't capable of loving you.
But now I realize
it still is my fault.
My fault for choosing the wrong guy.
My fault for thinking
you were the greatest man.
My fault for wasting valuable time
on something worthless.
Today, I looked at myself
and it changed everything.
About the Creator
Yasmine Rivera
I am 16 years old with a passion for writing poetry and books. My material is incredibly melancholy, so do not forget the tissues.
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