I Do Want You

I wanna tell you that I want you too

I wanna say it's as much as you want me with you

I wanna tell you that I'm all in

That I'll be your everything

What you can't see is that its not like that for me

I gotta take this slow, I wish you could know

The voices in my head are screaming can you trust him

What makes this different than before, what keeps him from walking out that door

I wanna scream back shut up and let him in

But I can't do that because then what if they win?

Its not that i've been hurt or that you have too

Everybody bleeds, everybody's broken in the past.

Its that I have to get to know you

And all you are, so don't move too fast.

There's nothing I want more than for us to last forever

I just haven't gotten back to trusting people in the same way, and maybe I'll never

But Maybe someday I'll remember

Not everyone is like the others, not everyone wants to watch me bleed

Maybe you don't want to push me to the point that I scream

And have to push you away.

Maybe you don't hurt me and maybe you even get along with my pack

Maybe you only let me look forward and help me to never look back.