How Have I Been Playing Small
Marianne Williamson has entered the chat
i am guilty for playing small
i do that a lot
maybe i do so to protect myself
or to blow people away once i get the chance to play bigger
i mean
that’s why i dubbed myself “The Chameleon”
i can adapt to anything
camouflage myself right on the spot
you wouldn’t even notice it
i am extremely wonderful at flipping scripts on people
you don’t know me as well as you may think you know me
i haven’t been showcasing all the greatness that i possess yet
at least not immediately
once you get to know me though,
all that stuff comes to the light
however, people are quick to snap judgements onto
me like it's a new era fitted
this is a new era though
THE RAYMOND ERA
i’m not as confident as i would want to be,
although i’ve been more confident in 2019
than i ever was in any other year of my life
it’s hard for me to look at my 2013 self again
learning and growing, can’t blame me too much
a brother is still maturing, at least i have
enough awareness to acknowledge this
please, don’t treat me like i’m an idiot
i’m smarter than what you give me credit for,
sometimes i don’t always get it
that’s all right too, it’s going to come when it comes
it is like day and night to me
i gotta start fine tuning my plays,
hand me the playbook
i gotta look at the field again
i gotta start fine tuning my cadence, vernacular
i used to get mocked for my voice
now it makes women drop their underwear
just wait until i drop mine too
you’ll be in a state of shock
can’t resist it, your oxytocin won’t let you
i used to get mocked for being talented
now it rakes in the posterity
them same fools who used to say that i was trash
now want to ride, hop off
i used to get mocked for having autism
now i got enough courage to talk about that
people commending you for sharing your story,
i ain’t listening to those people who bash Asperger’s
“iT's nOt a rEaL dIsOrDeR”
i’m an inspiration to these moms, dads, and kids
so keep those Cortical Chauvinism articles to yourself lady
i used to get mocked for being black, believe it or not
people who were darker than me telling me how dark i was
now the ladies got fever they go crazy over my features
not only am i handsome,
i’m also intelligent and passionate
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