him.
one of your best friends.
but you think of him differently.
he’s texting you right now. your face lights up. only to be brought back to utter sadness.
the memories you shared will always be treasured.
you need to keep moving, he already is. but you tell yourself you can’t. because there are random moments throughout the day where you think about him. he always seems to be in the back of your mind. you wish he would see how perfect you are for each other.
the long overdue conversations on the foggy beach. how close you have become. you wish. you plead. that there is a tiny thread of hope that he secretly feels the same. but deep down you know he doesn’t.
why can’t i get over him you ask? because he is special to you.
the special people in your life are the ones that change you for the better. the ones that take you to experience new things and meet new people.
you are forever grateful to him for showing you your love for the mountains.
you thank him for all the smiles and laughs.
you thank him for all the drunken moments.
you would give up anything to see him.
you in the passenger seat and him in the driver seat. you wish you could just glance up at him one last time.
you take for granite every second you blew him off. every. fucking. second.
you act as if everything is fine, but you know it’s not. stop denying it. you think of how scary it is.
“if i tell him this, and he doesn’t feel the same it will change things for the worse”.
that is your biggest fear at the moment.
with love, jenna
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