We lasted a month, damn
I thought maybe we’d last a year
Hell I thought we’d last a lifetime
At last we lasted a month
But to say it ended badly would be an understatement
We came to terms
I understood his reasoning
I thought he understood mine
Was I too clingy ?
Was I just too much to handle ?
Thats what everyone said at least
But in that month
That tiny little ounce of my life
I had given everything to him
Id given him my heart
My body
My mind
And my soul
“I dont think you love me”
Something he had the nerve to say to the girl who gave him everything .
How funny is that?
I dont fucking love you ?
I destroyed my life from top to bottom and side to side for you
I hid things, i lied and I did what I could for you
Always for you
I gave you a part of me
And it only took you a month to use it and destroy it
Do you feel like a man ?
is that what it takes to feel like a man ?
I dont know where I messed up
You claimed to have cared you claimed we’d have another chance that you just have things to fix
But I know that wasnt it
You dont love me
Because I wasnt her
I wasnt the girl who lied and hurt and abused your mind
I wasnt the girl who played the games and led you on
No I wasnt the girl who made it into a game of chase
I wasnt someone you had to chase
I let you have me
So easily and so carefully I handed a part of me over to you
So gently you handled me for a while. So easily that ended
I gave it all
To what I thought of as a man
But turns out
I gave it to a little boy
A little boy who still plays his sweet little games
For his own enjoyment
A boy who cant even see the good that he has
Its sad to say but he’ll
probably go back to the girl he loves
I know it wasnt me
But to the girl he loves
When and if
He truly does come back
Or if he finds another
Just know he still owns that little part of me
Of my heart
Please be easy
Please be gentle
Please dont put your hands around his throat and destroy what he gives you
Like what it felt like to me
Love him
For he honestly deserves it
Give him what I couldnt
To make him happy
Make him realize he is not a little boy
Make him realize that he is the man
I always knew he could be
About the Creator
Olivia moreland
preparing for the worst .
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