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What She Really Means

By Shadow ThoughtsPublished 7 years ago 1 min read
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What She Means

What she really means.

She doesn't want to be a burden so she accepts what you want.

She doesn't want to make you feel pressured so she will just go along with it.

She doesn't want to ask you for anything because she doesn't want to regret it.

She doesn't want to show you she is sad, because she doesn't want to put you out.

She doesn't want to talk about her day, because she feels like you're not interested.

She doesn't want to tell you what she actually wants to watch because you're into something else...

She doesn't want to be herself because she can't.

A lot of girls try to be something they are not to make their man happy. They hide behind smiles when really she is falling to pieces on the inside. She loves you but she is scared of losing you. It's tiring to keep smiling, to keep acting like you texting another female constantly while being at her side makes her feel uncomfortable, but she doesn't want to seem jealous.

She just wants to be reassured.

She doesn't want to tell you that she could do with a cuddle right now because it's been a long hard day and she just wants to be by your side and hear that everything is going to be okay.

She just wants to feel you.

She checks her phone constantly to see if you have texted her just so she knows you are thinking about her.

She just wants to know you still love her.

She misses class or leaves early, heading straight for the bus, because she's excited to see you even though she told you she got out early today.

It's a lie, she just wants to be near you.

She doesn't like what you're both having for dinner, but it's your favorite. She knows she will vomit later and feel poorly for a couple of days but she will eat it anyway with a smile and act like it tastes great.

She doesn't want to ruin the meal for you.

She says and does a lot for you, with a smile every time.

Read the signs.

She's falling apart.

She loves you.

She wants to be with you.

But she can't be herself.

She's falling apart.

fact or fiction
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About the Creator

Shadow Thoughts

I'm 24 years old and everyone calls me Shadow.

I'm not one for sharing my opinion openly so what better way to do it than on Vocal?

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