Hello Goodbye

I've acquainted myself with sadness

I'm beyond familiar with madness

God please help me

I can't mask this anymore

I wrote novels and poems a plenty

To tell my story from five to twenty

Thought I figured out how to win this

But I'm still lost

I strolled down a dead end road

I swear all the signs

They pointed towards this destination

I was too full of hesitation

So I messed up

Made the best of

A situation that wasn't what we guessed but

I swear I'll fix this

It's just a mix up

I didn't know what I wanted until I picked up

The old me that I left back on park avenue

Just a few miles from the first place I kissed you

I still swear that I felt brand new

Like a baby fresh from the womb

I'm drunk on missing you

On still wishing you

We're mine

But it's fine

I can't expect you to need me

I'm still a little lost

That's why I need you

I just mean you

We're the greatest thing

To ever happen to me

But it'll be

A year soon

And I'm just gonna have to let go

I'm sorry this hasn't been easier

Never thought we'd say goodbye

When you had me at

Hello