some nights i dream of you
and i can feel the sky crashing down on me
and my hands clutching at my heart
and my eyes
brimming with memories.
and some nights,
i can feel
my hands reaching out.
trying their hardest
to touch you,
to hold you
and some nights
they almost do.
but as i reach
you seem to fade away,
as if you were only a shadow.
of a person, a memory
in my mind that i once knew.
now i can't stop,
you were all i had.
the light to my dark times,
but all you seemed to cause is sorrow,
a sadness that is eternal.
never-ending, like the love i have for you.
because the pain you caused me,
made me believe that our love was real.
and everlasting,
but now i'm breaking.
falling deeper and deeper,
into despair.
i can't seem to find,
a happy place because of you.
you were the reason,
i found beauty,
in this existence.
but now that you're gone,
laying down beneath the sheets.
of my bed stuck in,
a paralyzed fear that i won't
ever be happy again.
i can't seem to walk away from the voices,
inside my brain, they tell me i'm not okay.
and i believe them because,
i cant find a reason not too.
i know deep in my soul that,
i will never be okay.
always broken, always shattered,
i need something to repair my wounds. not even stitches can lock my sadness away
About the Creator
Jonas Godin
I am an aspiring writer & poet who usually loves to write about his feelings. I hope you all can relate & enjoy my content!
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